I´m dying to live

In this book we get to read parts and fragments from the author's life. Everything from the past to the present, which many thoughts and feelings jump in between. Sometimes a bit confusing but with time becomes clear with reflections. Many years can be seen as missing, unexplained and unsolved but believe that these years will appear later on in other books maby. We read how the love for the children and for life defies many obstacles, this causes her to seek new paths and how she also finds them. This emotional depiction tears us between laughter and tears, as well as soothing words that give us a beautiful faith in the future. She stands honestly, naked and with a sincerity rarely seen in our everyday life. About her own impact and how the responsibility of her own choices brings her closer to a collapse. Sometimes it´s an incredibly heavy story to read and it makes you wonder how and why. Some of the questions we get answers to and some others not Inspiring how a person can free oneself from a self-destructive behavior, created with the participation of the view of men. How she looks down on herself to the grossest level that she loses herself completely.The author tells heartily and vividly, gives us mental pictures from her life and the patterns she previously lived in.

Writing books and words about my life to help you find your way is easy but touching by explaining to you in personal presentation who I am and what I stand for became more difficult. My house is far from finished and screws and nails still get twisted and bent sometimes But with a curious soul behind the tools. I want you to give yourself an idea of me by reading my books. I am everything I am nothing I am someone I am no one But I am a journey that never ends and a beginning of something wonderful new. I can give you everything and I can give you nothing Or I can give you just something A smile in your soul A warm feeling of togetherness in the heart A euphoric joy in the body and a new beginning in life My journey has been anything but simple and beautiful A simple but incredibly complicated human being filled with love and empathy. A mother of 3 amazing children A bonus mom to an outstanding ability on the verge of becoming a woman A grandmother to a magical creature and a superhero in my own life Humbly grateful to have the opportunity to celebrate life and the future with you Where my life becomes your guide to the task of creating your future in beautiful colors. After my physical collapse and severe brain injury, life became very different and I am now learning to live with new conditions and dealing with other obstacles but today with an enormously stronger power to leave as a legacy. Part of my record in society The part that some people want to label Where we seek certificates and diplomas The best is yet to come With love I give life a purpose